In all honesty it was a couple of the worst years of my life, my entire mood was dependent on her calling me and being in a good mood. I was in a horrible roller coaster of the road, but I had myself convinced that the good outweighed the bad. Looking back, I was never happy. I was always worried. So next time your thinking about an ex and you remember all the good stuff try to remember that nothing is perfect and there was a reason it didn't work out. Don't worry if nothing is happening right now, you'll be happy, you just might need to be patient.