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Tuesday, February 8, 2011

False Memories

I haven't actually dated anyone in about 2 years now. So I spent a lot of time thinking about my ex recently. I usually think, "Man, I used to be so happy, what happened?" Then I thought about it some more. I've gone back through my memories and really thought hard and I've realized that all I ever think about were the few good moments

In all honesty it was a couple of the worst years of my life, my entire mood was dependent on her calling me and being in a good mood. I was in a horrible roller coaster of the road, but I had myself convinced that the good outweighed the bad. Looking back, I was never happy. I was always worried. So next time your thinking about an ex and you remember all the good stuff try to remember that nothing is perfect and there was a reason it didn't work out. Don't worry if nothing is happening right now, you'll be happy, you just might need to be patient.

13 comments:

  1. I know how it feels when a girl you like alot does that to you. The thing I learned was to immediatley forget about her or you will always think about her.

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  2. Yeah, true. Easier said then done lol. But everything is a process.

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  3. I've fallen hard for the girl I'm with right now, so I really hope I never get to the place you were. Glad to hear you're doing good though.

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  4. Whatever happens just treasure what you have now and have no regrets. I wish you and your significant the best :).

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  5. I can say that you are the best blogger that I know. Keep it up man!

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  6. Don't worry mang, I lahv you c:
    WE ALL LOVE YOU C:

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  7. ^ Thanks guys! I really appreciate it!

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  8. That sucks, but hey you're better now right?

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  9. Yeah, most def. Just had someone bring her up so I got to thinking about it.

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  10. I'm in the same boat buddy. The grass is always greener.

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  11. I know what you mean when you say your mood depends on her calling you and such... Been there many times. But the past is the past. Just take all the good memories from it and move on.

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